Makemerawr's Journals

i'm gonna change my username

Sooo i need a really good one
and i have a couple of ideas

1. DINOSAUR_LOVE

2. I_KILLED_CINDERELLA

3. NINJA_PIMP

4. BANG_BANG_BOOM

5. PURPLE_DINOSAUR

6. MAKEMEGORAWR

7. NANANA_BATMAN

8. LETSGORAUWR

9.SHITXFACE

10..............

what do you guys think? if anybody has any other ideas just say cuz i'm out of ideas...

XXXXx

PUKKELPOP

Okay i'll begin with the beginning (duhh!?)
soo most of you people don't know pukkelpop but it's one of the biggest festivals in belgium.
It has like 8 different stages where different bands play from 11am till 4am
this year was the first time i went and it was AWESOME
so i'll tell you about my day there.

First we left the day before and slept in a tent me and my bffl we're hyper all the time
we didn't sleep a lot...
Next day the festival started 11am
the first band we liked played at 1pm, their called "starfucker" and they're a belgian band.
That was one good show!! we were on the second row so we were really close
after starfucker played there was COBRA STARSHIP. Who totally made my day.
I sang every song along untill my voice was almost dead. Gabe is awesome
He even blew a kiss to me and waved[YESH BE VERRY JEALOUSE NOW]
AND HE DID THE CROTCH DANCE*NODS* I got it on tape wooohoo
In the middle of the show gabe was just like joking around like the ussual.
And there was this dude with a mohawk of course gabe thought it was soo funny.
this is about how the conversation went::::

Gabe:HEY DUDE WITH THE MOHAWK!

Dude: wtf??

Gabe: mohawks are soo 10 years old dude!!

Gabe :FAGGOT, you can fuck my dick

Dude: *shows fuck you finger* fuck you

Gabe: oh you wanna fuck me? sorry but i'm the fucker here, so come on over here on stage
and let me fuck you! come on! i'll fuck you dude

Dude: *stays were he is*

Gabe: *goes on with the next song*

That was sooo funny, don't worry the mohawk guy will return later in my story here lol/
Right after COBRA STARSHIP there was THE ACADEMY IS!!
Before they started playing they threw a plectrum with "tai" on it into the crowd
guess who has it??!!MEEEE!!AAAHH i'm sooo happy

Of course TAI WAS AMAZING, had the best time of my life!!
Butcher was like:: I give 30 dollars(or somehting like that) to who ever cuts off that mohawk!!
Come on dude come on stage!!!!!
At the end of the tai show gabe and the butcher jumped off stage to go get the guy
with the mohawk out of the crowd cuz he didn't wanna come on stage
My bffl touched both of there hand and now she doesn't wanna wash it anymore lolz

With both tai and cobra starship I WAS IN FRONT ROW MOTHAFUCKERS!!
The news paper took some pics and of course they choose the one with my face on it
to put in the paper =[ now my whole family and friends are like "omg you're in the news paper!!"

After those three amazing bands, i saw within temptation, it's a band from Holland, it was okay
but it wasn't all that. Uhm after that it was The Hives, idk if anybody knows them??Well they were
sooooo good!!!!!!!!!!

After that it was Brand New who played! They were good but not like WOW cuz
like they played a lot of slow songs soo sometimes it got kinda boring but i still love their music!
Juliette & The Licks were up next to play. that girl is just CRAZY!! =p
Then we went to see Arcade Fire and after that The Smashing pumpkins =]

I really had one amazing time!!I bought two tshirts

one from tai:

and one from cobra starship:

i'm going to upload some pics of the shows!!!

XXXX

Imma tell you about my sunday cuz i'm bored

Yesterday i went to the beach
it was loads of fun
i didn't really bring my bikini or something
cuz i didn't want to swim or anything
but of cours my two other friends thought different
those two did go into the water and i just went with them
but only with my feet in the water
those two friends who are boys and a lot stronger then me
dragged me into the sea with all my clothes on =|
i was soaking wet and people were staring at me.....
after that we played truth or dare lol
my best friend had to say how big her ex boyfriend his p33n was
XD we're such perverts but we're proud of it
Hmm and that was my sunday
and now i'm bored
blahblah
what should i do today?.....

you're favorite fairytale

I'm bored
so i'm gonna ask you guys a question
What is your favorite fairytale?
mine are Alice in wonderland(i think that counts…

Finals bleh

i'm leaving buzzent for a week or more, i'll be back on 27 June! i'm not gonna be on here cuz of my finals bleh, i hate it

soooooo

byezzzz xxxxly

BLAH

I'm bored...

Fob is coming where i live in August and ofcourse i can't go! fucking parents. Is 14 that young to go to a festival?? My parents think it is... But i don't wanna miss FOB, it's the first time they performe here!

I'm hungry... what should i eat?

xoxo

me, myself and my imaginary friend

sorry...

Sorry i haven't been posting new chapters in a while, but i have lots of school work so i don't really have any time. But in a week or two i have the whole week free from school so then i'll start writing again.

lots of hugs and kisses

xxx

falling apart

FALLING APART

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all alone

right back where she started

she had her chance

now she lost it

trying to forget

what happened last night

how can she remember

when her memory fades

how can she hate

when she only loves

leaving her wordless

without any clue

of what to do without you

everything is crumbling down

she's falling down

not knowing when she'll break

when did this start falling apart?

so what did ya think?

good or blah bad

I walk in the air. Between the rain, through myself and back again

I walk in the air. Between the rain, through myself and back again ----------------------------------------------------------------------

You hurt me like a bullet

in my chest

over and over again

something i will never forget

building up something you destroyed

but you don't even care

you stole my heart and

gave it back torn to pieces

i hope you drown in

all the wasted tears i cried

i hope you choke on

all the words i never cared to say

i wasted enough time

thinking of you

now is the time to start

forgetting you

anothere poem i wrote it's called: can't you see my sun stopped spinning around

can't you see my sun stopped spinning around

You left me without

even saying goodbye

you left me, not knowing why

I'm writing you this letter

hoping you would change your mind

And come back to me tonight

I'm falling

but you're not here to catch me

like you always do

I'm sitting here all alone

listening to songs that remind me of you

slit your writs

than you'll know what i feel

when you're not here with me